the whimsy
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We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I’ll drop a line
Fall in the grave I’ve been digging myself,
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars
my hand in yours,
differences are of no significance
with you by my side,it's fulfillment
nothing else i'd need,your love suffices
the me
level 25 noob
the reason the sun shines
he who walks so the earth can spin
counted to infinity, and square-rooted it
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
shit la,stupid scribefire application.still don't really know how it works and now i have accidentally deleted one of my posts.
academic life is a bitch and the daily grind is draining.they say the sacrifices are well worth it but I SAY that remains to be seen considering i don't really enjoy the stuff i'm studying(what happened to that spark,i wonder).it is physically and mentally taxing to put in so much effort in doing well in school and to me it is a necessary evil.seems like my future revolves around graduating from university but it so hard to keep up especially with the competition,having to understand concepts that do not really make practical sense and having to interact with weird students which really makes me uncomfortable.
fortunately,there is progress.grasping the physics is hard and progress is slow but hey,there is headway at least.got to keep up the momentum,bring it up a notch even,though i am studying that momentum is conserved in an elastic collision.studying is elastic,believe me.thoughts of sleeping,gaming and slacking are relished every single moment i start trying to be a nerd and i imagine i can easily dump it for those hedonistic pleasures but...must resist.ok la,at least don't hardcore like last time can liao.
just when stress from school is being managed fairly,emotional stress comes with news that father's bad eye is not getting better.it got worse actually.the retina is coming off! so had to rush an operation on him today.it is ongoing as i type this.i really hope he gets well after this.it is not just his health that is worrying.like any other Singaporean son with parents,the costs of the treatment can be financially debilitating(rant:ccb,why cannot pay in full with Medisave? why after the initial laser treatment,already so expensive,got another hole come out which is even worse? you sure you shoot laser properly? then now must go for op 4 times more expensive than laser!).not that it is something i'm paying any cents for,but what affects him inadvertably affects me.damn,i'm so wicked.
oh! hurry back and take the clouds away,sunshine.
